Longer You have been waiting for me, I know
Here I am longing;
Longer you’ve been yearning for me to abide in You …on my knees,
I have shed so many tears,
I am parched …muted by life,
I wait for John,
I wait for me to be ready,
I wait for the Eagle to deliver my purposed calling.
I wait for the rainbow,
I wait for the years.
Funny how time flies,
Funny I should say; as though seasons never changed,
As though yesterday was a figment of one’s imagination,
As though Tomorrow is a narrow illusion,
Funny, i should say? When You have already answered?
Basphemy they scoff at my ignorane.
I am waiting not to be alone again,
I am waiting to live a lyric of the song,
To play the role that I cast into the ocean to
swim over the waves of life.
I am waiting to colour my canvas that You have drawn.
Like my pinning spine,
I wait for the cushion to soothe and massage the distortion,
I am waiting to see the day break into night, into another day,another moment, another chapter.
I am waiting to see if the hopes i hold will
ever truly come to being and take flight?
as i sit here,
watching the circled coffee stains dry up into the shrivelling paper.
I am here
Zhamour, Jan 27, ’09